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+The name Charmaine was given to her
+Took her first breath on 25/4/1996
+Belives in miracles and wishing stars
+Loves her darlings through thick & thin
+Hates when being jugde by people who does not know her truly
+I'm not perfect & that's what makes me unique
+She laughs like there's no tomorow , & cries herself to sleep
+Diffrent is what I want to be
+Belives in love at first sight
+Love me or hate me , its up to you
+But it wont shake or break me :) strikeitalicbold

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title: IF I HAD YOU LIFE WOULD BE A PARTY IT'D BE ECSTASY
date: Tuesday, June 29, 2010
time:11:28 AM

If i had you ,


that would be the only thing i'll ever need


If i had you ,


then money,fame and fortune never meant a thing


hello world :D


Today we had pre sale and it was fun but havoc


then sumore it was raining so the floor was wet


so was my hair =.=


anyways....we sold pizza,float,maggi mee


and quite alot ppl bought


and wysam is good at selling :D...


all the form 1 scared of him


im so gonna get fat from pre sale


at least we get to skip class


ohh....this sunday going e2 hse...miss her <3


hoped you liked your bday gift =)





now...im doin my seni project and im suppose to pass up tomorow


fishhhhh....


i always do my project last minte...


and end up having late nites and black rings around my eyes o.o


thats all for tonite..gotta go sleep now...byes




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title: IF I HAD YOU
date: Friday, June 25, 2010
time:10:25 AM


I hope a shooting star comes

and passes through my nights of bright stars
So i that i could wish my wish
that is to be with you forever
Hello readers :D
i havent been updating for awhile..actually only a few days..hehe
anywayss...
is already back to school and din't really learn much in class
because of hari guru preperation and karnival
today went to school at 7.30 for celebrating hari guru
at first everyone could do whatever they wanted to do
and alot games were held
saw the guys play volleyball
then later went into dewan
that part was so boring and i was with Natasha
so i went out then saw mel and then went kantin and talked to sum other
people..:D
then went back to dewan to see brotherhood performance and they were
AWESOME ! :)
then went out after it go bored
and saw e2 and jy
e2 sugar russssh ..LOLS
then went home and the van was hell..
THATS ALL FOR TODAY........
Btw...i have no idea why during hari guru i kept thinking of you
especially went that song was played
you were sitting so near to me
but yet it felt so far...oh wells...:x
ohhh yea...almost forgot i wanted to dedicate my post to
Esther Erin
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY !!!!
This year was fun cause you were sitting beside me
i can tell you anything and you were always there for me
love you girl...
especially when you get sugar russshh...
sweet dreams..muaxx
I made a song for us
The lyrics were our journey of love
the song was incomplete to sing
Because i could'nt find the perfect melody
And later i found out that the melody was you


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title: dear maths ,i dont wanna solve your problems i have my own to solve
date: Sunday, June 20, 2010
time:1:03 AM





Roses are red


violets are blue


love never cross my mind


till the day i met you






Papa I know you're going to be upset'




Cause I was always your little girl




But you should know by now




I'm not a baby




You always taught me right from wrong




I need your help, daddy please be strong




I may be young at heart




But I know what I'm saying




papa i need you




Happy fathers day to all father's !






hello world...hope ur enjoying ur fathers day with ur family X)




today went to church then to ss...




me n joanna thought we had test...WTH...




anywayss...test is next week and im too lazy to go




then later went for lunch and to 100 yen to buy snow ice




as today was freakking hot day




tonite whole family going to ayoma to celebrate










AND TO YOU :-




please dont use me for ur own reason




i really ikhlas damai with you




but i dun think so u really want to




if u wanna hurt me juz leave la




dun play games with me...




im not ur puppet pls






Far away i feel your beating heart


All alone beneath the crystal stars


staring into space what a lonely face


i'll try to find my place with you <3




p.s to my frens :best friends are those who know how stupid you are


and still


choose to be seen in public with you =)







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title: PARTY TILL THE SUN RISES
date: Saturday, June 19, 2010
time:6:35 AM
Those words that you used to say
would make me feel safe
but now everytime i thought of it
i feel i've been living in a world of lies
I had always trusted you
even when everyone did not belive you
even when people told me not to trust you
they said i did not know the real you
and that you were juz puttin on an act
but my heart n soul trusted every word that you said
i told them that they were wrong and said that you really cared about me
i told them everything you did was for me
i told them u sacrifice alot juz for me
i told them u never hurt me and kept me as safe as always
i told them u were my everything
i told them you scolded me for my own good
i told them i loved you
but i was wrong
you did not love me
you did't even care me
you think of me as ur puppet
you thought i was easy to push around
you thought without you i would die
but ur were freaking wrong
and you were my everything bout now nothing
BTW, you said i forgot all about the things you helped me..i din forget...if there was a way i would pay u back...but mayb S was rite..i cant be living with u because i owed you...i juz cant stand beliving you or even hearin your lies..
it's true that you have helped me...but u also made me cry a river for you...You told your friends i was nothing and that i was like ur puppet....when u see me sad....its kinda fun for you rite...well...its all over now and more importantly im over you jackass X)...Have a nice life...XOXO
Anywaysss....
oh...wait i forgot to say hi world...hehe =)
yesterday i went to sunway with siew, i went to fetch her at aroun 11 am...
first we went topshop and when siew saw the price she wanted to faint XD
So we went to asia avenue and we ate porridge and of course gossip XP
then later we bought pressie for her sister and went to buy famous amos for our dads as this tomorow was father's day
After we were done...we went to eat at this candy shop....siew was crazy here
and later....Bad luck ppl came and were not happy at all
then i was damn bored for an hour and later ben sham aiman came
then we went to buy cake for jin hao and shafiq
and we laughed all the way when we were buying cake and sham malu himself
then later went pizza hut and we took the longest table
then later we waited and jin hao azhar shafiq came
and after that wad damn fun...i never laughed so much before
especially cutting cake that time
poor ben was so confused... XD
HAHA...when we were done we went to watch a movie....and there were only nanny mcphee so we just took it
the show i guess was bored but not when watching with those guys like ben
when he laugh i think every1 watching it was not laughing at the movie but at ben
LOLS...then later went to buy present for esther and then ate at KFC and later bought aunty annes and went home around 9
It was so fun....best day ever..thanks guys
BTW...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY THOO JIN HAO !!!! =)



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title: WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE ,BITCH
date: Thursday, June 17, 2010
time:8:58 AM
I keep it real and thats a promise
I may be whatever you wanna call me but im honest
when i walk by you , you stop and stare
well..keep lookin cause i dun care
I have my own life and style
Not trying to please you or smile
when it comes to competition you're out
so shut your hattin self and keep me out of ur mouth
p.s :dont terasa xp


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title: YOUR LIES TORE MY LIFE INTO PIECES
date: Wednesday, June 16, 2010
time:9:46 AM

You're smile

Can put the city lights to shame

You're smile light up my heart

And you're the only reason im smiling for





Hello world =)


today was a normal day


din really do anythin...



anywayssss....today post may contain vulgar words and some of it its none of


you're freakking buisnesss....so...juz shutup and read and if you dun wanna


read...get the hell out of here x)


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what in the hell is wrong with u guys....


always getting mad at me


always saying u care and love me


but then u dun relli show it


if i fucckiing treat u bad....y in the hell u wan jaga me


i care u all damn much la....u duno anything la


if u say u know...then u should know i care u


and i would never hurt or play u all


y dun u all think how i feel la


when u all feel like leavin me u all juz leave


and said it was my fault


then when i decided to ignore 1 of u


u say i x kenang budi all


shit la....that guy kutuk me all..say last time he wan leave me all...


im not gonna stay with him cause i don wanna be staying and caring


for sum1 who does not give a damn bout me


caring a wall???!!! PLEASE la...


i got better things to do in my life



finally....i juz let everythin out.too mad....btw.....i still care u kay .... S & A....


u should know who u are..


and i hope u dun leave me


if i ever hurt u all...seriously..im sorry =(


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title: LOVING YOU WAS A MISTAKE
date: Saturday, June 12, 2010
time:7:50 AM
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One boy
One girl
Two hearts
Thier world
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Today was not that boring....
went out with wes,chris and family at chinatown
its so happening there:DDDD
LOLS !!
Anywayss....went to eat noodless and it was delicioussss good =D
Then later went to walk around awhile and head back to grandparents
place
Wanted to go to mid valley with cousins but later it was to jammed
so instead i went for tuition WTH WTH WTH =(
but tuition was fun...very hmmm...hahaa
Then later went to eat yong tou foo and saw cute little puppies
around 9 went back cause bro wanna see fifa world cup
guys now adays....=.=
thats all for today..muaxx
forever and always i will love you
p.s/:to some ppl out there..dun judge me when u don't even know me
FYI thats the lamest thing you can ever do
WAS LOVING YOU MY MISTAKE?
OR WAS FALLIN FOR YOU WAS MY MISTAKE?
OR WAS TRUSTING YOU WAS MY MISTAKE?
OR WAS LEAVIN YOU MY MISTAKE??
WHY DO PEOPLE SAY THAT THE BEST FEELING IS WHEN YOU'RE IN LOVE W
WHEN LOVING SOMEONE CAN MAKE YOU UNHAPPY AND REGRET THAT YOU
EVER DID FALL IN LOVE??
LOVE SUCKS


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title: IS TRUE LOVE KISS THE MOST POWERFUL THING IN THE WORLD??
date: Friday, June 11, 2010
time:4:03 AM


Love is like magic
It may bring you curse

Or it my bring you a wish

Sumtimes it may put you to sleep with a sweet dream or a nightmare




Today was a really boring day..



juz sleep then watch tv then text then eat ...haish...freaaakin bored to death



summore...we quit dance....WTH...



now i got nothing to do......



anyways...world cup started and the opening was okaysss. i guess.=)



since its the holidays....i should go watch some movies



-------------MY LIST OF MOVIES TO WATCH------------



Karate kid



prince of persia



letters to juliet



killers



kinght and day





haish....freakkin alot movies to watch...then our school karnival is on 10 july



okayyy....thats all....





<3>





Do you even know i really miss you?



and i think leavin you was the hardest thing to do =(














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title: TAKE A BOW....FOR A SHOW OF PLAYIN WITH MY HEART
date: Thursday, June 10, 2010
time:8:34 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOR!!!


I hate you but also love you..haha...



anyways....ur still the person always protecting me..thanks......



hope you have a blast on ur birthday...



and i also bought you a pressie :DDD...so dun say i din...




Happy 18th Birthday!!!






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How could you love sum1 and hurt them later?

How heartless can you be?

You were so important to me...

But now i hate you as much as i loved you last time









Hello readers :DD


Today was my brothers birthday and we went to Ayoma japanese restuarant


for his birthday dinner



and as ussual he ate the most expensive over rm40 per person =,=...okayyy...


nvm...still love you kor..haha
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Anyways...to sum1...u should freakkin know who you are....



u think i dint know that you were the wan doing the stupid calls and pranks...



i was hurt but because i cared bout you..i juz left it....



but today u did it again and i juz could not take it anymore.....



seriously if you're playin with my heart..juz stop...



u were my everything but now ur ntg...



u say i hurt you..but i dun really think i did...



wats wrong with you...stop with ur stupid attitude...



ditching ou frens ,acting gangster and all is not the person i liked before...



you have change...and you were not like before..i really hate you now




p.s/:you're not the only wan that can play with love :X






Cupid wats wrong with ur aiming?


or are your arrows of love not working?


You and ur arrows used to be the magic of love & happiness


But now love became like sadness and a curse





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title: YOUR LOVE IS MY DRUG
date: Wednesday, June 9, 2010
time:3:46 AM
If you fall for me
I'm not easy to please
Imma tear you apart
Told you from the start,

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Hello readers..:)

today was a boring day

my frens are back and we so gotta practice.

we only have 6 days...WTH WTH WTH !!

Okayyy....suppose to go cut and straighten my hair but i woke my late

So probally goin tomorow.....

p.s/:Mel ,Jy ,e2...of you're reading this friday we start kays...and esther,call me to check with time and transport...

thats all for now...xoxo<3




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