+The name Charmaine was given to her
title: EXCUSE ME MISTER , I FREAKING MISS YOU  What if there was no more you in my life Would i be as happy as now What if you weren't here holding my hand Would i feel as safe as now What if you don't say i love you to me Can i like somone else either than you ? hello guys and gals its a friday and i have nothing to do-.- my parents are at pinang for at least 3 days so its kinda total freedom for 3 days but i dun feel like doing anything either than just resting days past by real fast these days and exams are near =o i am realy not in the study mood now sometimes i still remember the days in primary school do i miss thoses days? kinda actually especially my primary friends i could always count on them but not really with the peoples in secondary but...secondary also do have some AWESOME friends like my baby esther =D anyways..somtimes i wish i was still a baby and don't feel hurt or sad but being a baby is kinda worst... to be honest ... i dun actually know what to miss i always miss the wrong things like missing people that dont even give a damn about me... but sumhow i don't miss the people around me or the people that cares for me okay...im kinda out of the topic now today i got nothing to do so i clean the house and did some excercise . anywyas...thats all for now...and these is one of my favourite pictures from primary =DDDD BTW...my friend edit it
enjoy and thanks for reading p/s : I LOVE YOU |
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title: YOU'RE LIKE THE MISSING PUZZLE I HAVE BEEN ALWAYS TRYING TO FIND AT FIRST YOU WERE JUST A NORMAL GUY BUT THEN YOU LOVED ME LIKE SOMEONE SPECIAL THEN SLOWLY MY EYES SEE YOU IN A DIFFRENT WAY I SEE YOU AS MY LIFE Today went school early around 11:45 and hang with mel till esther came =D BTW, someone came early but was kinda blind so past mel and me but din see us at all...XD LAMENESS Today laugh alot with esther and zai zai But zai zai too lazy to go school tomorow.... anyways...school is as ussual and sumhow hanging at the stairs with them is starting to be fun ... i was bored so let me show you how i looked when i was small.. i mean baby small...like only 1 years old or only a few months
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title: To other people you may be just an odinary person but to me you're extraordinary  When you're not with me i feel lost When you walk away i feel hurt When you don't hold my hand i feel alone When we don't talk i feel sad i feel all these feelings because i belive in sumthing called love You gave me 2 different tears After all these years Tears of joy tears of pain Like sunshine and the rain you know i hate you you know i love you Today din really do anything so i studied for awhile cause exams are near and i dun wanna study at last minute like i always do but i dunno why i just cant study after studying for awhile i feel like sleeping or watching tv or sumthing else thats not all about books -.- anyways...schools is as ussual...just plain bored and crazy at the same time =DD okay thats all for now ... thanks 4 reading =) p/s: I LOVE YOU |
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title: IM SORRY IF I LEFT YOU A SCAR ON YOUR HEART  I don't know where I crossed the line Was it something that I said or didn't say this time? And I don't know if it's me or you But I can see the skies are changing No longer shades of blue I don't know which way it's gonna go Today woke up at 7am and was so tired but had to go tuition Later went to the doctor and bla bla bla...sumthing to do with infections and doctor gave me MC so i din go to school today...anyways school is only for 3 hours so theres no point going actually btw,sorry zai zai din go school...and then at school you do hal =( then i slept from 2pm till 6pm :OO *who knew i could sleep that long * woke up...help my mum prepare for tomorow and after dinner went to visit my grandfather... AND....im so sorry if i hurt you...but i really do care about you and thanks for everything you have done for me...and i like you the way you are kays... p/s : I LOVE YOU |
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title: I CAN'T SPEND A MINUTE WITHOUT YOU  I miss you I miss your smile And I still shed a tear Every once in a while And even though it's different now You're still here somehow My heart won't let you go And I need you to know I miss you, Hello peoples.. i din update this blog for awhile cause nothing really happens in my life its sumhow so peaceful for now anyways...puasa month has started so everyday rehat at library with aircond at least....=D its a saturday but its kinda boring for me...im so bored to even study or sleep since im so bored and all...let me just tell you one of my favorite love stories don't mind me...im just to bored...x) this is how it goes There was a couple which loved each other...and they were at least together for 2 months So every valentines , anniversary , birthday the boy would give the girl a present GIRL : HAPPY ANNIVERSARY ! BOY : here..i got something for you...i hope you like it *hands girl a teddy bear* GIRL : ouh...thanks i really like it....its just that..... BOY :whats the prob ? GIRL : its just that you always give me a teddy bear and i have at least 20 of these at home...instead of giving me a teddy bear each time...cant you just say i love you to me? you havent said 'I LOVE YOU ' to me since we have been together.. BOY: err...im sorry...i really like you GIRL : i dont want that.... *girl runs away crying * NEXT TWO DAYS...... Boy meets girl and apologize BOY : Im so sorry bout that day....im just to shy GIRL :if you're too shy to say that to me....then you're just not so into me... NEXT WEEK.... It was the girls birthday...boy calls girl but she dind't wan to go out to celebrate with him...she was still mad and sad bout that day ON THE PHONE BOY: hey, please come out...i really want to see you and its your birthday. GIRL:why do you even care .... you dont even love me BOY : im just shy....im sorry...i do....please i know you don't want to see me...but please just see me ahwile at the bus stop near your house...i just need a minute GIRL : fine ! AT THE BUS STOP.... BOY: HEY.happy birthday...here...this is for you *hands her a huge teddy bear * GIRL: i dont want this....cant you understand ! *takes and throw the teddy bear on the road * BOY :*went to pick up the teddy bear at the road*Please dont be like this *hands girl the teddy bear * GIRL ; i dont want it....you cant say i love you to me...and you're giving me a stupid teddy bear ! *push boy and throws the teddy bear * BOY : * falls down * SUDDENLY....... A bus passed and the breaks were just to slow.....the boys gets hit by the bus....the girl quicly went to the boy which was lying on the road coverd by his own blood....he was sent to the hospital imeadietly... BUT... the boy had passed away on the way to the hospital...and the girl cried for days and regretted what she had done. AT HOME IN HER ROOM....the girl took out all the teddy bear that the boys gave her...and she had around 13 of them and the huge teddy bear which she had got from the boy GIRL: *crying * why am i so stupid....i should just accept what you gave ....im so sorry.... (she said to herself ) SHE cried as she hugged the teddy bear.....she squeeze the huge teddy bear and creid SUDDENLY----------- A voice came out when she pressed the teddy bear and it was the BOYS voice saying I LOVE YOU....I LOVE YOU.....I LOVE YOU LATER...she found out that the guy had recorded himself saying i love you into the teddy bear....every 14 teddy bear had his voice saying i love you The girl burst into tears....and she missed the boy so deeply and the saddest thing for her is that she could not tell the boy "I LOVE YOU " back........... THE END _________ a sad love story...hehe....okays...im getting so tired now...i think i wanna go sleep... XD....enjoy and thanks for reading |
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title: DON'T TELL ANYONE ABOUT THE WAY YOU HOLD MY HAND  FLOWERS ARE LIKE LOVE IT BLOOMS EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE ITS WORTH THE WAIT FOR IT TO BLOOM CAUSE ITS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING IN THE WORLD LIKE THE FEELING ONLY IN A FAIRYTALE SO GENTLE AND SWEET BUT IF IT WILTS AND TURNS BROWN IT MAY NEVER BLOOM ONCE MORE AND IF YOU ACCIDENTLY TOUCH THE THORNS ON THE STEM YOU MAY BE SO HURT TILL IT LEAVES YOU A SCAR I've never been updating this blog..too busy with scool and stuff anyways...EXAMS are finally over...exams were only like for 3 days but i stressed like hell so finally can have a break and go to dreamland XD today went to subang parade and the choral speaking competition was held so there was alot of people there i quickly ate and shopped cause i was to tired to barely stand.. i so needed a nap then went back watch a movie and slept from 4 rite till 6pm X) tomorow don't feel like going to school cause i need to go to the dentist my gums are hurting and cant really eat okay...thats all for now wanna go dream again nites .... p/s : I LOVE YOU |
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